Good evening everyone!
As someone who's just 'awaken' and wanted to know everything there is to know in the world, of course I have to make it and extra efforts of mine to search the meaning of life, the meaning of something that we're doing, the meaning of basically everything that we need to do from waking up until we fall asleep.
Education is unique, I think. This is the platform of which we can learn and know the differences between right or wrong.
I used to be captivated by it and becoming an addict in studying.
From the moment I wake up, I will crave for reading some books and study.
There are so much Korean and Japan students that is studying for no less than 9 hours per day, and I guess I wanted to do that, too.
After awhile, to live a life like that just seems meaningless. You know, of course I'm becoming smarter and everything, but there is no happiness.
Sometimes I worry too much about not being able to study, and that makes me feels unhappy.
Then I started to realize that sometimes, even the things that you think is the right thing to do, could be a mistake if you're doing it excessively.
Yes, that is right. It will all coming back to the balance.
Maybe to studying for more than 9 hours/day is a thing for the students in Korea and Japan. Maybe that's the thing that makes them who they are.
Just, that kind of studying is not for me.
And this is where philosophy take a charge in.
I'm starting to understand the cosmos and trying to makes everything well-meaning.
Trying to search for my own value and contribute to the world as much as I could, with my own strength and my own weaknesses.
I have been a girl with a shy attitude, always sits in the corner and looking down on myself.
That was because I don't know that I have my own strength, and it's different than any other people.
That was because I don't know just how much I worth, if I decided to be myself and love me for who I am.
That was because I don't know how to fits in, and, even though up until now I don't feels like I'm fitting in perfectly, that is totally okay.
Because it is supposed to be like this.
Because it is supposed to be hard.
Everyone is born unique and different, and if we are brave enough to show the world our true colors, then we are the lucky people.
Because not everyone is brave enough to be different.
Not everyone if having enough courage to be honest to themself, that uniform of one kind, it could kills us because sometimes it clashes out with our true beliefs.
